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I am 18 and my cat was one month shy of turning 18 and i’ve had her my entire life, and she had Pancreatic paraneoplastic alopecia that we just discovered yesterday and the vet didnt know what it was untill she called some people. She was not just a cat to me she was my little girl and I was allways the one who took care of her and now that shes gone everything I look at I start crying and it takes alot for me to cry I am joining the Marines and I feel weak when I cry now. I have white fur all over my shirts and stuff and i see that and cry and theres still food sitting around and I dont know how to get over this. I feel like I cant take it anymore and it only happened yesterday. She was so healthy her whole life then she gets hit with one of the rarest diseases in cats and it started May 20th and she was put to sleep May 24th, its just heart braking. So if anyone has any ideas of ways to get over this or maybe a timeframe intill i will stop wanting to shoot myself would help me.
Treating Anxiety